Beauty Beyond the Ass

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Jill Scott - Blessed (Official Video) This is my theme song for September!!!!

This is a very uplifting song and I sing it in the morning driving to work. I love Jill Scott, in fact her first album is the theme song for my love life. I'm so in love.......
And so BLESSED!!!!!! Sing it Jill!!!

Ask yourself, what do you want? And what are you looking to give up to get it?

Good Afternoon,

I know I been MIA for a few days but I been handlin some business. Throughout, this time I been missing I been experiencing some really good convo with men.  Althought the convo is good, I know some of it is game. I usually let a brotha know, im not sleeping with you no time soon so all this game is being spit in vain.

Unfortunately, I have a jaded view of all the shit that men say to me....or should I say fortunately? Basically I just want to see actions, no more going off of words alone. I know that is very clever of me right? Actions speak louder!!!

God is a funny dude sometimes. But I know he loves me.

Over the past few days I have had the pleasure of being delighted by the feeling of what I call love. Its been a combination of openness and acceptance. A feeling of yes in spite of every no from my past. A sense of "better off", having left "worse off" miles behind. I'm amazed today that God let someone come close to loving me like he does, and like my father should have. 

I mentioned my father but I don't really have a father. Of course my mother was married to a man and they made me and I'm here but my father has never taken care of me, he has never hugged me. He never said I love you. I was never any mans, "baby girl". I believe that every woman's first love should be her father. If your heart doesn't know true and unconditional love from a man as a child, from your father, step father, uncle or some man who is close to you. She will likely have a life full of accepting anything as love. And that is no good. 

I say God is a funny dude because he doesn't just lay things out for us making things plain to see and recognize. He makes us practice faith. 

  1. Complete trust or confidence in someone or something.
  2. Strong belief in God or in the doctrines of a religion, based on spiritual apprehension rather than proof.

This Sunday morning, although I am not having any fellowship with others I am thankful and I am faithful. And standing by to see whats next. 

KEEP IT 100 AND TAKE YOUR OWN ADVICE!! A quick thought....

When we start talking to/ seeing a person that we would like to date we always ask them to keep it 100 with us right? So when they do if its something that we dont particularly like, why do we hate them for it? Why do we ask for shit we really dont even want. If we are agreeing to kick it with someone, that means we like them right??? Or does it just mean we wanna play a lil game. I personally only kick it with people that I like. Cause anything less is just not worth the time it it takes.